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1/10/11

New Year new Challenges

How many times have I been hurt over the last year?  too many to count.  I have my friends who I count on, and when they disappoint me, well I tend to shove them out of my inner circle of trust, and don't let them come back in unless something miraculous happens.  There have been a few times where I invited them back, b/c I missed them too much, but for the most part, I don't like to put myself through the same crap over and over again.  I've learned a lot about myself over the last year.  Taking a class in Personal Growth helped.  Also taking the time to read, and do my online classes helped my self discipline, and the fact that I got a 4.0 gpa was wonderful!!! I didn't think I would do that well.  I had planned also, on taking a semester off, but something made me decide to just keep going.  I'm bad about finishing what I start...and the schooling thing, really has me encouraged.  I like my job alright, but I really want to work doing something to help people!!!  I don't see myself moving up at my job, and I don't see myself getting a raise...sadly.  Even though I feel I have been doing a good job...It took me a little while to get back into the habit of caring.  A supervisor/Resource specialist came down (up from San Antonio) and helped me get my office organized, and me in a better place in my mind.  So I'm happy to say it's working.  I'm doing a business computer class this semester as well as another Sociology class...I'm hoping it will be easier than last semester...not as much reading maybe :) 
I'm going to try to do better about keeping up w/ this.  I just didn't really have many fans, lol.  It's more for me anyway :)

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I am excited to follow you and learn more about you! :)