Ready

I'm ready , ready to move on...now if I can just get this parasite off of me...I will be doing well!!!! QUIT hangin on to me!!! You call me names, and then say you still love me? Why do I get blamed for everything? I know you don't want to be blamed for it all either, but COME ON, for Christ sake!!!!! I'm not the one who is refusing to do anything with my life. I'm the one who WANTS to do things, and learn, and grow!!! I dont' want to sit dormant for the rest of my life, and watch you wither away!!! I want to live, and have fun, and be a great mom!!! I want my kids to see life, not stagnant pond water....I'm ready ...ready to go. Please let me go.